So often, we fear the unknown. As much as I was bursting
with insane excitement to come back to Uganda, I also had some fear (see
previous post for what God has been teaching me on that subject). I feared that
perhaps I had adjusted too much to America and would have difficulty adjusting
back to Ugandan life.
It’s been overwhelmingly beautiful to realize how
unfounded those fears were. I landed in Uganda very early Wednesday morning and
spent my first day getting essentials (food, internet, phone) as well as reuniting
with dear friends. Honestly, it felt like I had been gone no longer than a day. It was all like I had never left.
Well, that was until I saw my kids again.
On Thursday, my friend texted me to come to the Hope
Alive! office because another dear friend was there. I just thought that it
would be her that I was seeing. Though it was wonderful to see her, I didn’t
realize that being there meant that I would see so many others. It was one
surprise after another; one squealing shrieking excited reuniting hug after
another. Some reunions were especially emotional for me. How do I even put
these feelings into words? The immense joy of seeing loved ones again. The
recognition of the loss of not being around each other for so long mixed with
the joy of being together once again.
You know those running hug reunions? That was my
Saturday. I went to Hope Alive!’s Saturday Club and as I was walking up, about
20 kids came sprinting from a classroom and within seconds, I was engulfed in
20 little hugs. Or, not so little
anymore. And that was when I realized that truly, I had been gone longer than a
day. Though I was only gone for one year, the kids had grown like I had been
gone for 5 years. I could not get over how much each of them had grown up! Many
were now either close to my height or taller. Clearly, it doesn’t take a lot to
be taller than me but…my kids! Taller than me! Unreal. I felt like a proud
mother seeing them so grown; oohing and aahing over them.
I’ve been back for slightly over a week and it has been
a crazy time. It’s been full of those reunions but also full of details. Coming
back to Uganda and preparing to stay long term means a lot of work. I’m laying
a foundation for the rest of my life here. That’s no small task. I’m currently
in the town of Masaka preparing for when I’ll return for language study (also
reuniting with dear loved ones here). When I return, my new-to-me to car will
hopefully be sitting in front of my house and the downstairs will be painted. I’ve
been working at getting settled into my house, which will only get crazier when
my container arrives. I’m really
looking forward to at last being settled. After a year of exhausting travel and
not staying in one place, I am anxious to make a home here.
Until then, there are many more reunions to be had and a
thousand more details to be done. Gosh, it’s just so great to be home.
2 comments:
We were in Arusha, Tanzania! I thought about you and desired to come visit with you but we were on quite a full schedule with our church at HBC. Perhaps the Lord will allow us to go to Africa again & visit with you now that you are set to stay there. Woo hoo! As I pray for you, the smells, the sounds, the souls I have met trickle into my thoughts. I have many praises, Sweet sister!
Praying for your heart & mind.
We are happy for you. I love that you are so committed!
Chuck Greever<")))><
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